Friday, November 10, 2017

we're having a morning

we are back into our life with everyone who isn't you although it's been said that's why the saw went because he had his blade on it
not I
however i wonder
therein lies deceit and despair to not believe that's what that is perhaps it could be the fuzzy brown mold on the kitchencupboards I like to fix things up and make them clean and that's how I DO IT nothing like Jim Freeley I think I identify with that one big time

she used to croon at the window and not know what comes next only that she loved a certain man

then came the steamroller ahh her temporal lube begins a low soughing(sawing) glow sees a bit to puff and be protecive of those chilly moments
should see how the fire does

a moronic state?  prep we call it learning that aspect should always be with us it's grand very good place to be as we see it

kind of walllllllllllllow in the mire we do as a reticence of our demise as we should see it will never go because we do this in constance of that

how much more shaven shall we be heh
at least there should be cofffee

and then there's talking to you this is what disturbs the flow when i get off on a tangent sitting in the front of the house speaking
to myself because everyone else is going zitzo from what it is
and daughter is poking her head out the door exas perated because
mother is talking to herself

am groaning that dad is not about

and husband says

you don't actually believe that
and you say

that's how vast the dissonance daddy


IF thinkTHAT BREAKS THEM DOWN PRETTY QUICK


IT'S always been like that you just learn to appreciate and cultivate this factor
avocados ripening on the table, traveling bars for not cooking certain lack of dirty dishes and the admittance that certain others forgoe their own issues in terms of the final sequence which he says is a good thing and so do I


the great whale reads the blurry page without his scuppers and togs and sees that the dissonance has achieved a furry past cog sort ofthing that leans into the winds of change like a grand seedling set to burst forth on the summer's heart

 interminably I should await myself your humanness and what gets taken from it
though many despair I yet wonder do I all and when

there's not a question of where ye comes
nor a source to drown the illness ofthe moment for what it is
a psychoneurosis of the first order
and yet only a challenge


you'll just have to consider it when the time comes


Monday, October 30, 2017

monday morning after a b6

am now taking a drug called losartan for high blood pressure it seems to be bringing the crackly brain feeling toan end it is a new chapter in my life I suspect I developed this condition of high blood pressure because I was sitting all day in the IMU behind the computer screen notice I say 'in front of' at te time lauri heaton worked at the prison she was developed as a mainframe for the extraterrestrial entity aka gwyneth paltrow the other et entty ashton kutcher we knew about quite some time ago and we kept it on a skateboard: always keep a skateboard handy because in terms of nuclear fusion these two are quite 'relative'..i.e., all sorts of modern day issues can be attributed to the interference of these two: to wit, the high blood pressure because in a sitting position for several hours at a stretch, the thrombotic sensation of the organial wiring of the bot LH becomes assimilated by the processor and then the losartan becomes necessary probably just for a while I already feel pretty good and it's so hard to deflect the ET interface at this late stage in the dissolution of that influence
anyways, I consulted with the forms applicator Harim Faud over a brnch meal saturday and we did agree that we were about done with the entire process of dissembly of the ET factorums we have only left the Rh factor which in its infancy was capable of suffocating a newborn in the womb nowadays we can detect that particular gross interface with certain kinds of DNA splice relay and that's what I wish to discuss here but I'll get some coffee first as I've been up for maybe a half hour checking my socialmedia and doing a little research on the dissemination of the yaws cloning absorption only a slight sinus to attribute to it now although the elderly skin 'scutch' I'd call it is still pervasive so we'll do a little essay on that while we're at it...could be in the assembly language we did have some factoral partition deviciveness and yes that is the word not devisecive when you look up that work the partition element evsi is quite obvious and to track it usually you come up in bosnia heresnegovia so it's a real ghost factor selling new jeans my size in forks girl probably an outcomer don't fit because will wear when you do that sort of thing rather limited for the interface but still like always with immediate family 'a wounder'..ok off to coffee
might want to skim the decks...
versional analysis would say the election of Dt to office of AP was a grand move to actually do that on a global scale considering outcomes as they now are being what they are essense of my own interface is that no I do not enjoy the Et screaming and writhing but it works so well in a tiny tot  tantrum we might be calling it the ttt's before we're through as it absolutely absolves us from any guilt other than to reflect that our progeny has bad manners!
in the case of my own children there is so much here I run into so much difficulty laptop announces almost done/battery/lower open windows all pop up and slog the 'puter...sound cushion comes off wall...and all I want to say is love and devotion as a family unit...that's the sort of interface we still have to corrupt and reassemble I'm sure it's within the realm of possibility I just took a halftab losartan so I will not be affected by the almost insurmountable frustration
I'm missing my meditation circle wherein I have access to communication with my husband imagine that we live this false life in order to gain the real life...that's quite the pickle since I decided it would be two weeks with them instead of the average 5 days...
we can't see much of one another because the dna is compromised  I knew when etf wasseen with statins that we were about to take the issue broadside and I was actually handed the dosage and that was a challenge to interpret but I did it along with a little help from wamom
one of the main wide open portals remains in the haida chief
his promulgation of sortie is not relevant and never was and is the direct used arse tissue of r1
R1 whathaveyou... the clone option actually tries to jump the page rather than be calibrated and yet we know that once upon a time should we choose to believe it that the spark of what this could become actually WAS...and we have only to remember alderon to know it
so we will remain diligent to our cause and factor in Legend now as it truly does exist and the yaws is atrimenalent to the process as old whatifs slough off as elderly dry dry tissue flake/scab particulate and that will be the only comfort R1 or R2 will surmise...the robot R2 from legend only seeks to define the path of the grass root in the soil of Nabu the meeting place
calling my children booboo bears is one allowed endearment
watching their bodies scream out even in adult years their own rage at our glasspain is something that takes a certain resonance to abide with
notice I do not speak of my husband in any endearing terms yet I've laid in his arms through the night and remember nothing...there's the portal of the haida chief and what he intended to represent and what he shall not..
we'll seek further the references there to and prepare to disseminate the yaws portal actuary in epideritearal units 5fcpm in candasonic retrigger outlay pvsi at the highway to yuma backroad from the junction further past chandler where we found love


Monday, October 16, 2017

new guy goes out with a bang

woke up bright eyed bushy tailed at 5 am today..bleary from just enough sleep I played my usual spider solitaire four deck for about twenty minutes with a cup of reheated coffee I just saw my little rescuedog trying to take a sip of before I switched it out to the perked stuff I just made after being at the Hessmart deli finding out those guys don't serve decaf...figures

anyway call comes over the radio tone out that there's an unresponsive inmate at CBCC correctional facility where I spent many a long boring hour being cozy with dangerous convicted felons..
I think, "It's 5 am I'm not on call till 8 am if I'm on call at all," which I figured I was because I skipped the fire call last night at Lost Resort they were burning down the building almost and I was asleep and not wanting to wake up and ride in the ambulance with Diana Leiza: who wants to be around that last of the clone russian hungry people meat eating cannibals?  not me..
if only Val could make her disappear~raphael says he came to in the shower with her and the grandson playing suck my weinie and he says 'they think they can baud it out by turning grandson into 'Arthur' who shows the fuck up in front of my place just before church riding a bicycle..and low and behold there's an australian speaking policeman right behind him chastizing me and threatening me with a ticket for letting my dogs bark at Arthur...told that stupid cop that the log trucks fly through here and he's gonna ride me for my dogs chasing Arthur who is a STALKER??? we had a real blow out at church one sunday because Arthur came in there with a gun in his pocket...this Sunday he sat in the front row and played video games on his phone while Father preached a sermon...ignorant asshole...anyways that's how it is with that big cunt..no word for that hatred, people probably feel the same about good ol donal trump as well...same category..pot roast both of 'em only you can digest Trumpie Leiza comes out dead guy like the one at the prison this morning

first time I ever heard of a dude locked up killing hisself and getting away with being dead from then on and guess what?? same time this fella is kicking the old bucket here comes tight twat Jerry fucking Boe appointing herself Stupor In Tendant...think of that...that cunt recycled beer can of a numbnuts no nothing beeeyatch....reallly...

even with fucking Caffee Cats onboard nobody ever died on my watch, this is a first...
got the skinny from the correctional officer in charge of smashing babies' heads against the crib
'dicks in sons' I suspect since he had that British Isle cast to him with freckles moustachies and innocent blue eyes..they probably been hoarding the remains and there weren't none to blow up into a real guy so he had to forgoe the wiring and be dead this time...I mean really

so there was a dead guy and we're done for now and it's ate fifteen and I'm gonna go clean at Sekiu Center directly with my gear still on because I can and maybe take me a shower up at the firehall because I got drippin wand ree in the tubbiwubbins. could use me a shower the pits is bad for some reason

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

wednesday day off morning about 10:30 am..posting in reality..tryingto viturualize this summer day

the garage that will become the studio as the porch will lose flavor when summer goes the collection of rough cut timber comes from neighbor Robert Stevens who has a lumber mill on the Hoko River next to Warnick Farm which has reverted to state property and is the grazing field of local elk...the lumber is planned as a siding for the back of this building, which leans into Klawah Street nearly up to the asphalt collection of lumber in foreground is the replete compilation of the back roof of the main building... there are two lilacs in upper right backdrop and there will be an asphalt/gravel drive to the building below in the next picture.  The gravel drive will take the place of the lumber as the lumber will become the roof and no doubt an additional skirt along the upper building perimter to protect against winter rain.
this back structure is where the 'maserati' and homemade harley will rest lumber signifies that what will be in a 'state of fusion'...being in the magical land of rainforest people and plants, these are dreams that will see fruition and have taken some time to achieve...originally my construct was a dog pen for cocker Lucy and her pup the black labrador retriever Spiderman.  Those two dogs were out of there in onenight and the construct cement footing only reminder it was ever there.  Sidesteps to this building include an upper deck platform also in transition currently metal 


garlic rape matures in the casually selected patch of growing area that is a fine host to the garlic that has become a family member.

now in my stomach, one of the last of this summer's strawberries, more sandy loam needed in these boxed beds also the telltale morning glory than is such a nuisance




myah lyric ashton stands on the perfect sandy barkladenloam that lines bellingham bay near her home off Marine Drive.  

family members on log in Bellingham Bay near their home off Marine Drive...was so good to see them...outside the crew sorts lumber for the back roof...plans upward and onward towards completion before winter storms halt this kind of activity...oh you can still work it but the rain incessant makes it not so very fun as it might be


Wednesday, July 12, 2017

Minnies depression continues

we have to examine the bile content for every last particle sugar was good bp still in the stratosphere
little raccoon looking for some pizza little fatso eating every last bite of the stuffing and giblets
it was a wonderful repast but I shall have to stop her here I go

how to eliminate nothing from nobody

he used to say that guy wasn't worth nothing then he says he has nothing to give because the
grandkids got it all.he doesn't know about taking stock..there was a ten then there was a five and there is a five missing and she says that's too much for me as if she rehearsed the words over a bowl of fruit which we knew was coming we were reluctant to set it up for her but we did finally I waited a long time and I thought well it's a way to make money somehow because the banks aren't doing what they need to be doing..
running around toothless with no money involved


how to humiliate yourself for n reason

I've got a problem with the expensive dental work I had done in Woodinville with endodontic root canal that has to come out because it has failed.  The oral surgery is not covered under my medicare as far as I've been told.  That's going to cost eighteen hundred dollars.  Putting a bridge where the crown has come off will be four thousand dollars.  My elderly friend, JoAnn Willard said she would help me. I went to see her today.  I didn't want to ask her to help because I felt humiliated to ask.  She couldn't find her checkbook.  Then she said she is helping two of her grandkids with college and she doesn't have that kind of money.  She never said anything before about grandkids but she had said that she would help.  I go to see the oral surgeon tomorrow.  I'm not sure what that consult will cost but I guess I'll find out more about it when I get there.  I guess I can't ask JoAnn for help because as she says she is 'helping her grandkids with college'.  I didn't know she had any grandkids that needed help but there it is.  I did inquire through CreditCare and they turned me down because of unpaid debts and bad credit.  I can see Amanda Leiza owner of Bay Cafe taking the final stab at my well being in this of course her stealing my credit cards ruined my credit but to now own a restaurant when I am the one who put her back on her feet, well, so much for that angle.
Not sure how this is going to work out but it's done now.  I won't go back to ask JoAnn although I said I would stop in again after I saw the dentist.  It's a can of worms for sure.  I'm up the creek with no paddle.

Tuesday, July 11, 2017

the ending of Minnie and Moskowitz

it was really a pivotal movie for me Minnie and Moskowitz I buried my eternal core of gladdness to know film in the ethic of the dialogue...it was much more of a strugle this time imagine someone coming in and slapping you...that'd be why you'd write the play/like the play
have to get out of here and go to art now...want to write this all out in the company of my keepers..it'd be fun, of course I'll run out of battery so maybe the cable too
I could write the minutes and send them instantly to John we have a WEYCC meeting after
still going at it with the drone...moan...whisper etc one hardly knows where one imitates and observes
crazy voice katie in the backdrop just being normal
which is hard for her probably a survival too knowing when she's not normal glad she's close
wondering about how to do the ethic thing to get the building restored/livable/comfortable
and this M&M thing well that's just one of the best things ever done in Hollywood because I think so
the dynamic is all there the Frankenstein cum Dana is hardly rhetoric or confusion
it's the way it was an instant segue - there were a few parts of that where Seymour picks up a what do you call her and they spend the night and he basically tune's her block but that's it
he gets back with Minnie and they have a pile of kids and they love each other
we don't have to know how they got those babies
they only have to think about love and loving each other
they can talk about it do it
that's how I do it
perfunctory would be the only word I'd use it's dreadfully depressing considered in a certain light it's almost abnormal all the way up the CIA ladder to control of the universe and all the minions in it
how we arrive in tulle and testica
quite difficult

but that movie oiled the watters and itwas great..had visions of my cancer friend whilwe seeing it that was good too healed me a little rather like to see the other way around glow harmless be nice

I'm afraid I can't be nice after all the struggle I want to walk outside and see the car gone because Idon't handle those relative interlays very well...the couple from Hinkles was by to inquire they have backing from the source which had grown too comfortable in the square it's how works
all kinds of sore mouth issues when seymour is rushing at her again and again it's because you know they have something that instigates that you 'appeal' it was that of course but now we've written it out it's gone by the boards I hope that doesn't matter yet I'm to make a presentation to a java de hutt kind of person who doles out bread to those who don't have any and we're obliged to discourse on what it is we like I'm afraid I'm a little out of practice with it and that's where there's some display of you know...ashes and loops
I even think that thought and I'm not so relativistic it's interesting
shoujld be stayinghome dealing with the carpets bt I"m not..
thought about locking the house he drnk the oh and was a simpson wehave plenty of them just brush itall aside like when Mick came in oh that was one of those momens and then it's been sher glamour ever since how exhausting

it's like that and don't you forget it what to wear mysweaters were all stolen sometime ago when I was researching the holocaust they had to go beause she was using them as a pass interlay oh it was quite  and I see how it is and where the qeaknesses are how frustrating not to speak 'universally'
well I guess I do and there's the pity
it's ready to be brought back of course, the sweaters
the LOVE
that Dana thing that transition that was very sweet there was a lot of sex then too and it was interrupting my train of thought I didn't enjoy either part but I saw M&M late..maybe 78 alone on 17th Street and I was transformed Rosetti had been by the
actor having a treat for his part are we doing this again? oh yeah, but we don't want to end up perverts and in reckoning we did quite a few in a short time but none was like the first time
now that was a keg of nails

so...he drinks the oj and becomes a simpson??
I hope maybe that's the working title of the 'sequel' to Minnie and Moskowitz..
(art group ahoy) w/potluck heh


Sunday, July 9, 2017

running together where's art in all of this

so I didn't really want to create auspicious circumstances but it's kind of important that we get the murphy factor underway/in control that sort of thing otherwise it's too selfdenigrating how ever odd it seems it gets done I splurged on food that's something lots of fresh fruit lettuce am working the vitamin A situation it's time to get that organized as well..
more coffee
to get up and see to the sunday morning obligations as though
it were nothing more than the average day without the Sunday paper

it's going to be pleasant again I'm to give a presentation of Ned Muswanger cartoons he's my New Yorker character that's not dignified enough for the New Yorker
he's a car mechanic tire inflator not gifted genius nice guy with child by wife a bookkeeper dedicated and slightly rimjobbed by having been in prison has a friend that is black and that's an odd thing a breakthrough where he comes from where they voted for Trump
because they understood he would
'get the job done'
being as there'd been a
black man in the office they were going to see how it would
taste to sample the wares
in a more productive fashion

let's get rid of this alligator skin was their take
as if the atmosphere could take THEM
(myself I think)

curious about this political warp we're in guy is blabbing all the wrong stuff has no cred no where but Blake'll show up wearing his tee shirt looking like a well used femme and think it's ok
like yea I am really bland
and I want a hundred twenty thousand for my digs in your little city
anybody afford that? thought not
guess how he made his money
he is kind of creepy I'd say
he weren't no mechanic


hen d.red:twenty versions ffcvlxpvma
what I'd say to that

 so now the little dogs are alert and ready for a walkies and there it is just be pensive so what john lennon is a macro and your job is to define thus
eradicate interference tot hat end how best to warp the diamond lair

Thursday, June 22, 2017

ouch my capped tooth came loose

and that's not all...woke up this morning with my tongue exploring my perennial molar discomfort: is there any stored meat in there?? and it feels like it does when it comes off the post: wobbly and sore ah a slight wiggle and it's off...so..what to do?
am reading about North Korea and all through the nineties when we were living the high life in this country, that country was starving to death or shall we just say it: we know what was happening and we were powerless to help although in this case the revoluntionary brotherhood did get the story out, if a bit late:
threatening to run over my carpenter helper this morning because he was late: well, he's a guy, he can take a tough joke like nobody's business and he does do some good work if half the time using rotten lumber: his choice obviously and paying for a broken tooth: ask JoAnn Willard for some help I hope I can seems rotten of me to ask but I see a  yellow and black truck go by labeled "Jordan Excavations" and I'm thinking that driving down into the shake pit to roust 'the boys'..I blow on the horn and pound on the door and no one is there:
and how about 'temperament'
spent the day at Sol Duc getting basted that was fun will get a season pass I think and this JoAnn Willard thing..well...Commissioners on Monday at 6 should bake some cookies

Monday, June 12, 2017

diana'scancer comes out of joanna's mouth big time

since no one reads this, here it is in black and white what I did with my summer this summer I put the back deck back in order only to have the new weedwacker fail first time out and then the roof of the deck came out wrong it's not what I want but it'll do for the moment heavy traffic to the roof will be held but by summer's end I want it done right and sloped properly, covered in rolled roofing with even some rails about it to hold in the garnet passage of my true love..I dare not say his name this fetish stored with all the other covenants of childhood and it's learned ways.
enough then I should share that slight ripple of my heart and defend that which is my own honor
and good name...having accepted much nice jewelry and good fortune...to be challenged as I have been is only to mitigate a certain dread of that which is
my own not so good health thanks to smoking...I do it little consider it therapy and what is the payoff sluicing out as mucky muck..
attempting to secure the catalyst of the very brain cell to accomplish the erudition
well anyway..let's keep a secure lid on the viable quotient, one never knows what genius is supplied
eh Cane?? let's call it Keynes...like maynard...like firewood, like piles in the back rooms that need dust cloths...well they are
lightening rod anyways that's what it is...equitable elibriation for the moment uf sustaining the goal
which is? here we are lighthearted and free, quite gay the moment and yet we know the foundation on which stand we the best and brightest and without goal other than to complete that which is before us strong vibes ther with Pete I choose to ignore as the energy of the process...it's quite good
there's laurel with the neigh c'est...as in do interpret this I find the action brutal
so do we here we come from there and it is no longer viable with you how?
it's a cell relay V2fSx221 through that on a search line wherever see what you get is how I designed that one...five or twenty every day for years in response to your exposure rates..there's the lie-in
eh  mmhmmm he does agree and what's that anger about...post notes in return for ardeur
don't trust internet to give you anything that line is stoplighted from get go one we're way out there programming the universal traffic of the you can't call it atmosphere  space I guess is what you call it
out in space
that's where you go with that...always fun to explore it little tunnel rat hole in Mt Pleasant quite the interpretal place for know it...when it's dead air like that it's so exciting it's death and travel in one gulp death is where space is because it abides in a like condition...so that's phase one math as a terminable element...I think we go forward with the upper roof project and do it right could put on packs of rolls before the strip sheets which they say are no good but they're find what's wrong is jimny bob rolling on them it's a freshet of pure despair like no other and it crackles against the atmosphere just above it it works beautifully to my purpose as will the new stack it glimmers in the darkness a pure silver there you have it I fighred it out
I won't be as I was

I just can't abide these dear friends going cookoo on me it's bothersome and it doesn't suit the plan however it is what it is...signs of mania..I know I have them myself fleetingly and I recognize anxiety over the roof plan and so forth could be breeding ground for such things...probably no need to water though the little sweet peas are growing find there's a collection of seeds to be planted, it's working somewhat the demonstration table has some interest we've played it as a chord in a should bemodule
some kind of German interpretation here tthere's a great flaying yellow warp above my fingers of my left hand and a slight triangle of same on the little pinkies of the right hand'
ok so that judgment is diffused into a gratefulness to actually be..so where's a good friend actually coming out from under the roof determined to know knowledge and there's the suffering aspect we entwine with our good graces..it's a likely flutter there's an alignment in the superficial core

determinably abstract in content absorb knowledge like a cored apple to be consumed with relish on a movie set and given up in exchange for Yoohoo

how about that
there's always this little cluster of geminably jubious d'affair

it was never an action it was a little experiment in tender..like no other it was quite grand and happy and there was this blight afterward where they just came in and took everything and a guy named Jonathan takes the powder nightly as an acting sequence named whadayacallthatguy??

Sunday, April 9, 2017

knowing how to navigate is everything

have been traveling since about 1 pm this afternoon, leaving Duluth, MN after brunch with the Benedictine Sisters of St. Scholastica convent where I've been staying since about 3 pm Friday.  My purpose in this trip was to be present at my Aunt Sr. Mary Higgins' funeral.  I missed that because Enterprise Rental cars failed to inform me that I would have to pay a $150 deposit on a rental car I had reserved for $67 for three days, leaving St. Paul MN at about 9 am arriving in time for the funeral mass, thinking that I'd even have time for a quick shower before the services began. 
When I got to the Enterprise Offices near the train station in downtown St. Paul I was met by the polite young man named Josh who made the reservation with my daughter earlier.  At no time was I or Angel told that there was a $150 deposit requirement.  I was unable to use my CapitalOne creditcard because there wasn't enough credit available on that card.  Enterprise store manager Nikki said they could not take a debit card at that store.  Nikki said I would have to go to the airport to rent a car because airport car rental agencies did honor debit cards. 
I didn't know how to get on the light rail that runs right there at the train station and I had walked nearly a mile to the Enterprise Store with heavy luggage.  Store Manager Nikki offered to give me the number of a cab service and that cab service charged me Fifty Dollars for a ride to the airport.  At no time did store manager Nikki provide me with any information about any light rail services.  When I got to the airport I was able to rent a vehicle to drive to Duluth but I did not make it in time for the funeral services.  I could have gotten there in plenty of time because my train was early and I wouldn't have had to lug suitcases all over the place because the light rail comes directly to the Union Depot in St. Paul.  I plan to write to Enterprise and to Amtrak and to complain about their lack of consideration in dealing with new customers.  This was the first time I had used Amtrak to travel as I had found it convenient for getting to Duluth in time for the funeral of my aunt.  I think I'll go do that now...register a complaint about my treatment at the hands of Amtrak and Enterprise Car Rentals..specifically that dude Wick Moorman who is the CEO of Amtrak...how dare he allow a new customer to be bilked the way I was??

Saturday, January 21, 2017

acceptable criticism and then some

the other night I was in the breakwater with my neighbor Diana and guess what, Donnie Politte was in there with Karen Sargent and their little grandkid Cyrus and some dorky dude I know not who and wasn't that an awkward situation ol Donnie all blushy red like I know you can't get to me here babe and guess what, she DOES have the new car and you don't (mine's overheating and it's either a radiator or a head gasket, since we put on a thermometer and it didn't phase the situation...I am just standing/sitting there enjoying myself and once in a while I hear his voice and once in a while I remember him saying "i know about you and Dobie'...dobie and donnie...two what they call partners? only they the partners evidently...partners in figuring out how to keep me broke and at home so they can clusterfuck the universe using my intellect...well, that's one school of thought and I get a headache trying not to think that way but it slides up on me...I really wanted to be at that inauguration but what I got was Donnie at the breakwater with Karen S whilst I sat eating a hamburger and drinking water watching Cyrus flit about, stretching out into a long weed of hisself that little kid looks rather dispassionate like his father Cody who was about the cutest baby there ever was...one wonders 'what happened to hymn'....
and the real folks have moved on to being in our autoexecutor state and that's that...I'm sure my kids figure that works...let's hope so...meanwhile, ILRC..k?

Friday, January 13, 2017

was all set to go someplace special

daughter called 'you cant go home again' some author's tale that I have to live
apparently
looking up the planning session while a Red VW superbeatle is out front 207YXF
just wifi ing away
and the phone's ringing don't book it he says
don't we'll be arrested it's like Crystal Corliss down in DC now
like Crystal...
shattered is the Rolling Stones song
and Mick was talking about the Baltic and flights on Icelandic Airlines for
$236 round trip or was it $275
yeah maybe it was $275 so I started there looking from Seattle to DC
and then after the call about Crystal I looked up craigslist rides to see if anyone was
driving that far and no they weren't
and you can't afford it anyway after all this time you've burned up every bridge hoping
that you could go back to the Childe Harold and the bent dicks and all of it and relive
what was probably an illusion in the first place
so it's time to do come deep cleaning, empty some dishwashers, vacuum some carpets
take some deep sighs and finish viewing the American's and probably think about the kosher aspect and references made on FB about this that and the other
while I dream of a better truck and wonder about Bradley and Kate
who's Kate now that she's a grandmother having a child again
I dunno we'll see
like I care or ever did there's a gypsy in the woodwork
that didn't want to crawl out and join the Party
he forgot to start up his spaceship they say