we're having a morning

we are back into our life with everyone who isn't you although it's been said that's why the saw went because he had his blade on it
not I
however i wonder
therein lies deceit and despair to not believe that's what that is perhaps it could be the fuzzy brown mold on the kitchencupboards I like to fix things up and make them clean and that's how I DO IT nothing like Jim Freeley I think I identify with that one big time

she used to croon at the window and not know what comes next only that she loved a certain man

then came the steamroller ahh her temporal lube begins a low soughing(sawing) glow sees a bit to puff and be protecive of those chilly moments
should see how the fire does

a moronic state?  prep we call it learning that aspect should always be with us it's grand very good place to be as we see it

kind of walllllllllllllow in the mire we do as a reticence of our demise as we should see it will never go because we do this in constance of that

how much more shaven shall we be heh
at least there should be cofffee

and then there's talking to you this is what disturbs the flow when i get off on a tangent sitting in the front of the house speaking
to myself because everyone else is going zitzo from what it is
and daughter is poking her head out the door exas perated because
mother is talking to herself

am groaning that dad is not about

and husband says

you don't actually believe that
and you say

that's how vast the dissonance daddy


IF thinkTHAT BREAKS THEM DOWN PRETTY QUICK


IT'S always been like that you just learn to appreciate and cultivate this factor
avocados ripening on the table, traveling bars for not cooking certain lack of dirty dishes and the admittance that certain others forgoe their own issues in terms of the final sequence which he says is a good thing and so do I


the great whale reads the blurry page without his scuppers and togs and sees that the dissonance has achieved a furry past cog sort ofthing that leans into the winds of change like a grand seedling set to burst forth on the summer's heart

 interminably I should await myself your humanness and what gets taken from it
though many despair I yet wonder do I all and when

there's not a question of where ye comes
nor a source to drown the illness ofthe moment for what it is
a psychoneurosis of the first order
and yet only a challenge


you'll just have to consider it when the time comes

monday morning after a b6

am now taking a drug called losartan for high blood pressure it seems to be bringing the crackly brain feeling toan end it is a new chapter in my life I suspect I developed this condition of high blood pressure because I was sitting all day in the IMU behind the computer screen notice I say 'in front of' at te time lauri heaton worked at the prison she was developed as a mainframe for the extraterrestrial entity aka gwyneth paltrow the other et entty ashton kutcher we knew about quite some time ago and we kept it on a skateboard: always keep a skateboard handy because in terms of nuclear fusion these two are quite 'relative'..i.e., all sorts of modern day issues can be attributed to the interference of these two: to wit, the high blood pressure because in a sitting position for several hours at a stretch, the thrombotic sensation of the organial wiring of the bot LH becomes assimilated by the processor and then the losartan becomes necessary probably just for a while I already feel pretty good and it's so hard to deflect the ET interface at this late stage in the dissolution of that influence
anyways, I consulted with the forms applicator Harim Faud over a brnch meal saturday and we did agree that we were about done with the entire process of dissembly of the ET factorums we have only left the Rh factor which in its infancy was capable of suffocating a newborn in the womb nowadays we can detect that particular gross interface with certain kinds of DNA splice relay and that's what I wish to discuss here but I'll get some coffee first as I've been up for maybe a half hour checking my socialmedia and doing a little research on the dissemination of the yaws cloning absorption only a slight sinus to attribute to it now although the elderly skin 'scutch' I'd call it is still pervasive so we'll do a little essay on that while we're at it...could be in the assembly language we did have some factoral partition deviciveness and yes that is the word not devisecive when you look up that work the partition element evsi is quite obvious and to track it usually you come up in bosnia heresnegovia so it's a real ghost factor selling new jeans my size in forks girl probably an outcomer don't fit because will wear when you do that sort of thing rather limited for the interface but still like always with immediate family 'a wounder'..ok off to coffee
might want to skim the decks...
versional analysis would say the election of Dt to office of AP was a grand move to actually do that on a global scale considering outcomes as they now are being what they are essense of my own interface is that no I do not enjoy the Et screaming and writhing but it works so well in a tiny tot  tantrum we might be calling it the ttt's before we're through as it absolutely absolves us from any guilt other than to reflect that our progeny has bad manners!
in the case of my own children there is so much here I run into so much difficulty laptop announces almost done/battery/lower open windows all pop up and slog the 'puter...sound cushion comes off wall...and all I want to say is love and devotion as a family unit...that's the sort of interface we still have to corrupt and reassemble I'm sure it's within the realm of possibility I just took a halftab losartan so I will not be affected by the almost insurmountable frustration
I'm missing my meditation circle wherein I have access to communication with my husband imagine that we live this false life in order to gain the real life...that's quite the pickle since I decided it would be two weeks with them instead of the average 5 days...
we can't see much of one another because the dna is compromised  I knew when etf wasseen with statins that we were about to take the issue broadside and I was actually handed the dosage and that was a challenge to interpret but I did it along with a little help from wamom
one of the main wide open portals remains in the haida chief
his promulgation of sortie is not relevant and never was and is the direct used arse tissue of r1
R1 whathaveyou... the clone option actually tries to jump the page rather than be calibrated and yet we know that once upon a time should we choose to believe it that the spark of what this could become actually WAS...and we have only to remember alderon to know it
so we will remain diligent to our cause and factor in Legend now as it truly does exist and the yaws is atrimenalent to the process as old whatifs slough off as elderly dry dry tissue flake/scab particulate and that will be the only comfort R1 or R2 will surmise...the robot R2 from legend only seeks to define the path of the grass root in the soil of Nabu the meeting place
calling my children booboo bears is one allowed endearment
watching their bodies scream out even in adult years their own rage at our glasspain is something that takes a certain resonance to abide with
notice I do not speak of my husband in any endearing terms yet I've laid in his arms through the night and remember nothing...there's the portal of the haida chief and what he intended to represent and what he shall not..
we'll seek further the references there to and prepare to disseminate the yaws portal actuary in epideritearal units 5fcpm in candasonic retrigger outlay pvsi at the highway to yuma backroad from the junction further past chandler where we found love

new guy goes out with a bang

woke up bright eyed bushy tailed at 5 am today..bleary from just enough sleep I played my usual spider solitaire four deck for about twenty minutes with a cup of reheated coffee I just saw my little rescuedog trying to take a sip of before I switched it out to the perked stuff I just made after being at the Hessmart deli finding out those guys don't serve decaf...figures

anyway call comes over the radio tone out that there's an unresponsive inmate at CBCC correctional facility where I spent many a long boring hour being cozy with dangerous convicted felons..
I think, "It's 5 am I'm not on call till 8 am if I'm on call at all," which I figured I was because I skipped the fire call last night at Lost Resort they were burning down the building almost and I was asleep and not wanting to wake up and ride in the ambulance with Diana Leiza: who wants to be around that last of the clone russian hungry people meat eating cannibals?  not me..
if only Val could make her disappear~raphael says he came to in the shower with her and the grandson playing suck my weinie and he says 'they think they can baud it out by turning grandson into 'Arthur' who shows the fuck up in front of my place just before church riding a bicycle..and low and behold there's an australian speaking policeman right behind him chastizing me and threatening me with a ticket for letting my dogs bark at Arthur...told that stupid cop that the log trucks fly through here and he's gonna ride me for my dogs chasing Arthur who is a STALKER??? we had a real blow out at church one sunday because Arthur came in there with a gun in his pocket...this Sunday he sat in the front row and played video games on his phone while Father preached a sermon...ignorant asshole...anyways that's how it is with that big cunt..no word for that hatred, people probably feel the same about good ol donal trump as well...same category..pot roast both of 'em only you can digest Trumpie Leiza comes out dead guy like the one at the prison this morning

first time I ever heard of a dude locked up killing hisself and getting away with being dead from then on and guess what?? same time this fella is kicking the old bucket here comes tight twat Jerry fucking Boe appointing herself Stupor In Tendant...think of that...that cunt recycled beer can of a numbnuts no nothing beeeyatch....reallly...

even with fucking Caffee Cats onboard nobody ever died on my watch, this is a first...
got the skinny from the correctional officer in charge of smashing babies' heads against the crib
'dicks in sons' I suspect since he had that British Isle cast to him with freckles moustachies and innocent blue eyes..they probably been hoarding the remains and there weren't none to blow up into a real guy so he had to forgoe the wiring and be dead this time...I mean really

so there was a dead guy and we're done for now and it's ate fifteen and I'm gonna go clean at Sekiu Center directly with my gear still on because I can and maybe take me a shower up at the firehall because I got drippin wand ree in the tubbiwubbins. could use me a shower the pits is bad for some reason

wednesday day off morning about 10:30 am..posting in reality..tryingto viturualize this summer day

the garage that will become the studio as the porch will lose flavor when summer goes the collection of rough cut timber comes from neighbor Robert Stevens who has a lumber mill on the Hoko River next to Warnick Farm which has reverted to state property and is the grazing field of local elk...the lumber is planned as a siding for the back of this building, which leans into Klawah Street nearly up to the asphalt collection of lumber in foreground is the replete compilation of the back roof of the main building... there are two lilacs in upper right backdrop and there will be an asphalt/gravel drive to the building below in the next picture.  The gravel drive will take the place of the lumber as the lumber will become the roof and no doubt an additional skirt along the upper building perimter to protect against winter rain.

this back structure is where the 'maserati' and homemade harley will rest lumber signifies that what will be in a 'state of fusion'...being in the magical land of rainforest people and plants, these are dreams that will see fruition and have taken some time to achieve...originally my construct was a dog pen for cocker Lucy and her pup the black labrador retriever Spiderman.  Those two dogs were out of there in onenight and the construct cement footing only reminder it was ever there.  Sidesteps to this building include an upper deck platform also in transition currently metal 

garlic rape matures in the casually selected patch of growing area that is a fine host to the garlic that has become a family member.

now in my stomach, one of the last of this summer's strawberries, more sandy loam needed in these boxed beds also the telltale morning glory than is such a nuisance

myah lyric ashton stands on the perfect sandy barkladenloam that lines bellingham bay near her home off Marine Drive.  

family members on log in Bellingham Bay near their home off Marine Drive...was so good to see them...outside the crew sorts lumber for the back roof...plans upward and onward towards completion before winter storms halt this kind of activity...oh you can still work it but the rain incessant makes it not so very fun as it might be

Minnies depression continues

we have to examine the bile content for every last particle sugar was good bp still in the stratosphere

little raccoon looking for some pizza little fatso eating every last bite of the stuffing and giblets

it was a wonderful repast but I shall have to stop her here I go

how to eliminate nothing from nobody

he used to say that guy wasn't worth nothing then he says he has nothing to give because the
grandkids got it all.he doesn't know about taking stock..there was a ten then there was a five and there is a five missing and she says that's too much for me as if she rehearsed the words over a bowl of fruit which we knew was coming we were reluctant to set it up for her but we did finally I waited a long time and I thought well it's a way to make money somehow because the banks aren't doing what they need to be doing..
running around toothless with no money involved

how to humiliate yourself for n reason

I've got a problem with the expensive dental work I had done in Woodinville with endodontic root canal that has to come out because it has failed.  The oral surgery is not covered under my medicare as far as I've been told.  That's going to cost eighteen hundred dollars.  Putting a bridge where the crown has come off will be four thousand dollars.  My elderly friend, JoAnn Willard said she would help me. I went to see her today.  I didn't want to ask her to help because I felt humiliated to ask.  She couldn't find her checkbook.  Then she said she is helping two of her grandkids with college and she doesn't have that kind of money.  She never said anything before about grandkids but she had said that she would help.  I go to see the oral surgeon tomorrow.  I'm not sure what that consult will cost but I guess I'll find out more about it when I get there.  I guess I can't ask JoAnn for help because as she says she is 'helping her grandkids with college'.  I didn't know she had any grandkids that needed help but there it is.  I did inquire through CreditCare and they turned me down because of unpaid debts and bad credit.  I can see Amanda Leiza owner of Bay Cafe taking the final stab at my well being in this of course her stealing my credit cards ruined my credit but to now own a restaurant when I am the one who put her back on her feet, well, so much for that angle.
Not sure how this is going to work out but it's done now.  I won't go back to ask JoAnn although I said I would stop in again after I saw the dentist.  It's a can of worms for sure.  I'm up the creek with no paddle.